No. We simply rub body against body in the stark damp sheets of my bed.
But whereas before I would take caution not to show any affection
for Alexander in front of the other workers,
now I lavish attention on him, keeping him close to me and my chores.
And in the past I would worry if any evidence of my activities would be discovered;
now, I flaunt wine bottles we empty,
lining them up one by one along the window ledge.